I'm mildly freaked out about it. There's always...ALWAYS...that voice in my head that shouts that I'm a fool for trying...and who do I think I am anyways?...and this is a fantasy world I'm trying to live in...and I'll blow it!...AND ON AND ON AND ON.
It's the voice of my enemy.
BUT!! I am chosen and redeemed by God. Entrusted with a small portion of His creative spirit. And useful in His powerful and gentle hands.
So I will paint this. And it will be a bit of a wrestling match with that voice in my head. But I will paint it. May God be pleased. May He find delight in my heart through the process. May I discover that I know more of His character by the time I'm finished.
